back to basic

thank's God. I am still here.

I'm wondering where have i been in my life,

forgetting my precious person in myself, almost everybody.

I remembered someone said that when you are in the top of your life

like, ... you can do anything, you will forget God.

and you will back to God after you feel

you are nothing.

yeah, it happened to me but still

i am very grateful, for having a very big hearted God

thank's God and, i am back again to Closer to You

through ministry again.

hope this time could be better and truly, purely from You, for You

      

wow, it's been a very long time

thank's God i'm still here, i'm still breathing and writing. Haha.
after looking for some purpose to live, after looking for something to do wholehearted,
i found out that i love to reading and writing so i need to refresh this blog

Haha. Many things changed, many things become worse or better. in so many sections in my life.
dream and passion. But i'm too lazy to say it now, maybe i can write about it with longer post

next time,
But in this post i promise to myself to keep writing.
until? i don't know maybe until i'm finish (bored)

Last words !

thank's God pembelajaran E5 ini telah berakhir means, berakhirnya matkul Entrep ini :)
banyak suka duka yang dilalui setelah menyelesaikan pembelajaran ini :)

banyak yang saya dapat dari e1 hingga E-E -E selanjutnya :)
yang paling berkesan dari Esoc adalah belajar peduli dan "nggak mata duitan" mengejar untung
tapi bisa bahkan membuat CSR sendiri melalui event juga bisa peduli dengan masalah sosial yang ada

pembelajaran hidup tidak akan berhenti
justru setelah e-soc selesai dimulailah praktek yang sesungguhnya

trimakasih buat para pengajar dan teman-teman yang menginspirasi.
sampai jumpa di lain kesempatan

Latepost!! Sorry!!

thank's God today is Your day!!
Mengingat betapa padatnya minggu ini saya sharing sedikit tentang Rabu kemarin
Now in Indonesian! Hahaha
Mengingat ini post terakhir yang di turn in !

Rabu lalu cukup salut dengan dosen yang datang memberikan sharing
Dan sangat mengapresiasi mereka yang menghargai ide kami dan mensupport

Dan hal yang mau saya sharingkan sebenarnya tentang acara kami.
cek blogspot kami ya ayosekolahrm.blogspot.con
Akan segera kami upload videonya

Forgotten lesson..

thank's God for today and everyday...
and this is the part of forgotten lesson.

the only thing that i remembered about the 12th meeting on this class is
when Mr.Dewa watch and give ur critiques about our progress and for me it's quite fair
although Mr.Dewa don't say anything about our progress...
the score is .... (blank)
but thank you for the support :)
GBU

Social Analytics, yay or nay?

thank's God for everything and busy life, before i write this,
the twelve reflection of this class is dissapear or there was not ?
- refleksi minggu ke 12 untuk mapel e sosial ini?

I try to remember what i get from last Wednesday,
last wednesday we talk about social analytics that is very important before we make program to society
after hear the news about big company program like lifebuoy or whatever that had program for
"washing hand" in small village to be a more healtier life is fail.

i don't know but the basic thing in that region - is like tradition is more than a year or years, we can't change people for our program, we must UNDERSTAND what they need not make them like robot, make our program success!

two thumbs up for all vast !! your sharing was amazing!

Getting serious , the power of deadline.

thank's God today is Wednesday and everything is gonna be more serious for iPositive !
( haha although only 2 persons HAVE BRAINS to THINK  in our group. my pardon. others have no contribution at all - I am mad now !! )

We were preparing events for Ayo Sekolah. the first event is : outdoor activity and the other is placed the next week is like gathering and appreciation for the students.

Wish we luck!

Programe

thank's God for today and wednesday. Absolutely i was a little bit confused about the reaction of mr.Dewa, hahaha. Is him agree with our program or?

But i'm very appreciate other groups effort! Like fish company or what and about teathrical - reading campaign - their love their program. so i was motivated to do more.

that's all because i'm so confused about another task, remember me and shelvy are VCD so we need to not sleep and finish our task. GBU

to love is to take a risk. bigger risk than what you imagine.

thank's God for today

i just wanna saying what is in my mind.

based on a quotes, that ...

so let me see, do i in love with you

that kind of you?

i know it's kinda funny

but i just wanna sing this song

you are too kind for everyone

loving and caring

so i confused

i dont't know you intention..

why you are so close yet so far?

i miss you

Creating the winning team !

thank's God today capita selecta is kinda fun ! I choose Mrs.Jenny's!
The title is about how to create your winning team, use interview method.

We have fun with a role play, being an interviewer (feel like a boss hahaha) and being an interviewee
so we learn so much thing, basicly this capita selecta is compatible with psy students but we ( 12 people ) enjoyed it!

We learn how to decide person that suits a job

1. KNOW WELL about job requirements first,
2. KNOW WELL about criteria that suits that job
3. Do interview ( or maybe another method )

so i know how to decide and understand people through this capita selecta
thank you !

Everlasting chains

thank's God it's Wednesday and to day is the third day i can wake up early and go to daily mass. so grateful.

Today class 'force' me to write again in this blog haha LOL. this is the first blog today,
and will write again in the midnight after visiting and teaching in extra studies at Redemptor Mundi

today mr.Nur and mr.Dewa share about networking.
For me networking thingy is just like an everlasting chain that's have no end.
i love what mr.Dewa said is that is no coicidental in this life.
so OPPORTUNITY IS ENDLESS. you can make it, not wait for it.

So, why people feel ' i do not need to overacting to share kindness and say hello. im exclusive' ??
because they are in their comfort zone, so that is true they dont need other things.
But there are always people with open hearted and 'a lil bit talkative' love to share and ask ( sometimes, unimportant question ) to know and understand the others and

NOTHING IS HAVE NO USELESS THING . i believe that
maybe she/he can be your partner someday or something else that must be SERENDIPITY haha

about me?
i love to "SKSD" because i lose nothing when i can share something or understand people
i love that. i love to make friends.

usually same gender with me if boy, sometimes i was too shy.

Gbus
keep on spiiritttt

Understanding others...

thank's God i am here now. always.
My visitation is not at Jogya but to visit gaya nusantara like mr.Nur said
so we went there last Friday :)

so the first thinking, the first heartbump was AFRAID. haha
WHY? because we are not live in the situation that we accept LGBTIQ easily

in my own mind, i never agree to LGBTIQ
because CATHOLIC never accepted and legalize LGBTIQ but still care and hope for the cure
Catholic never hate people. but hate sins.

andddd... after arrived there with shelvy
we think we gonna meet so many LGBTIQ but only a man that very friendly and say so much thing about Gaya Nusantara.

We enjoy the conversation, we were so satistified and now understand that every individual have their own personal place that only him or her can understand :)

understand others is hard but we can do it by love them. not judge them.

take a day off!

thank's God for today and for what happened !
too much offical work , homework and unofficial work
today i decide to skip ESocial class, but for this asgmnt i write this 'maybe' useless journey in a very desperate situation!

in the morning i must take my car to service centre and i think i want to prepare my homework
this homework actually make me freaking out sad.
i must search for real client, and the client must have gsm ( graphic standard manual )
and i called more than 15 brands and they do not have
i realize, "sadar brand" in Indonesia is so poor :S

and thank's to God, i found one from my senior in VCD
but i feel dissapoint about UTS of Esocial, it' so suddenly
please think about other faculty like VCD that have so MUCH homework
but lecturer tell us so sudden, so i cant go because i already plan that day to do homework FOR UTS Too

Gbus
please think about it TWICE
dear lecturers.

Effectuation of Ciputra Ways!

thank's God for today. So excited and blessed from sharing at
Kapita Selecta by mr.Denny Bernardus , Effectuation of Ciputra Ways!

learn so much things because the lecture did storytelling (haha) at the first about his business
about unkind partner that have no responsibilities, know your partner!

and about the intro of this capita selecta, we saw Lion King movie and learn from that, about know yourself well, so you can do great things!
we can't do something WOW and loved it if we don't know about our passion of course! don't think about money, if money can't bring you hapiness, but only gladness!

Gbus!

it's not about famous

thank's God i'm writing again . Hahaha.
So glad for latest Wednesday, truly i wanna skip that class because my homework Video Editing isn't finished yet and thank's God the work can be finished although i don't skip this class but skip my sleeping time @_@

It's very fun yet not very easy. Writing a article or book. But all lecturers taught me about passion. they writing what they love so much and it's very comfort for them. Smart writer is my old dream and this lesson make me want to write again ( although my genre is different from them, fiction of course )

and i saw the movie. Perahu Kertas about a girl name Kugy that wanna be a fairytale writer throw up her passion :( from this lesson and that film i remember my passion
do everything that i want but don't sin. Like St.Vincent de Paul said :)

GBus

Logframous!

thank's God for yesterday and tommorow
thank you for Wednesday that we can understand what is logframe
Thank's for Mr.Eko let me remain that everything must be professional
(although we can't be a perfect one, we can be pro!)

i shock about DREAM BIG, do and you must have a big goal in your life
and i still ask myself. whatcha gonna do? what?

my dream is to design my own resto ( i love to see urban or maybe retro resto )
inspired by ORE : just search it other rag enterprise or sumthing that have their own business with passion live within.

i will design all things on my resto, not only one, not only at Indonesia
but will be worldwide.AMEN

but remember to back to logframe. to do serious, to do exactly passionate.
Gbus.

Social oh social !

thank's God, i love this homework. This is a perferct homework for me!

HOLIDAY + BOOK = WOW !

I wanna share a story about short story that i read ( cerpen ) from PRAJURIT YANG BODOH by Sobron Aidit that i have borrowed from Mr.Nur Agustinus.

The first and the story that i love so much titled Kawan yang sudah Jauh
The story is about Albar, superrich people and Albar forget about his old friends on village.
and another story i read is titled tertangkap basah and berburu i love the read and the taste same with Marga T's novels. Most of the story tells about how to be a smart and consistent person and Indonesia's matters like KKN and untrusted justice !

Oh let me share about my holiday !
5-10 August i went to Singapore with cousins, aunt and uncle. I wont go if they didnt ask me to help them for being a translator because they cant speak English ( even me didnt speak well like what that expected! )

there are so many questions spark in my head :

why the oldest ( grandma grandpa i think more than 50 y'o ) still working?  as waiters and others :( made me sad and cry a lil' bit.

why the people is so workaholic and even for walk they don't care about everybody step ? So individualist.

so i think better live in Taiwan because Taiwan is also modern ( has MRT or other facilities ) but people at Taiwan so warm like Indonesia (ha?)

That's all. i'm so tired and wanna do all my assignments..... hoaammm
GBus

The power of giving

thank's God for the past, present and future. Thank you for let us recognize a new thing day by day.
Let's talk (again) about Wednesday lessons,
What is the difference about a smart giver and only a giver.. Wise way to be a social person...
Like Mr.Nur said from the examples from newspaper pieces.

*For the first example that make my mind wanna ask question. Woman that sell her painting and give the money to help others to go to Umroh or something. What is her motivation to do that? Is that more useful to give that money to poor people?

*For another example that catch my attention is the case of Manic grup that prefer walk by foot ( thank's God it's now barefoot ahahahaa ) What are they doing? Be a sister or brother for pollutan and Carbon monocide?

*The one thing or case that i love so much is about people that wanna build school because at there environment free sex ( selling sex or prostitution  is very legal and few parents support their child to to that. WOW YUCKS ) NAH, THIS IS SOCIAL ENTREPRENEUR!

that one thing that i know sure from 3 people is
PASSION make everything worthy to do..

Thank you
GBus

Hello, it's Wednesday!

thank's God i can write in this blog again ( although with a little forced feeling )

* it's very challeging ! when i enter the class of social entrepreneur that day. Hahaha. and ... what's happened make me say that again with a louder voice. Before we know and understand...

what i've learn from that Wednesday class is about MEDIA and WORLD

- media can change the world, that what i get from the Malala video. And i remember about what Mr.Nur Agustinus said about STAND SPEAK ACT. and that children ( who is singing song about Malala ) already do that for the world. Yes, we are Malala. because we act.

- about the world, after know about MDG's and the problem that should be handled i choose education because education is very important for life. Can you live without know how to earn money? Can you earn money without know how to work? Can you work without know how to learn? argh that so annoy me world is so unfair , so i choose to more care about the education. I hope our group can work together.

that's all.
in the middle of Friday class.
GBUs

Let's see...