We Are The Reason & Via Dolorosa Live 2013 by HSM

The first song is we are the reason, sang together

the second, is via dolorosa, by me, Debie and Enrico

amazingly, we are not cried (almost)

because the visualization is so amazing

just saying

• Adakah melodi yang lebih indah dari percintaan?

  dan lebih munafik dari jatuh cinta

  kala tatapan mata bertemu?

  malu senyum beradu?

  adakah yang lebih palsu?

  
  
  

  dua tawa berbeda menjadi satu

  dalam ke getaran frekuensi

  yang berujung pada frustasi

  Karena menanti juru kunci

  adakah yang lebih letih?

  
  
  

  Menyusuri jalan api

  dengan lentera sunyi,

  seperti terpendam

  amarah dendam mengumpul

  Bukan patah hati

  Tapi mencoret hati

  
  
  

  Jangan lagi aku mencintai

  Jika tahu akhir adalah pedih

  Biar halang semua

  
  

  Brentikan waktu sebelum kubertemu

  bungkam asmara sebelum waktu

  Sampai aku menjadi wanita

  Yang tak terkalahkan nafsu
  
  
  

  

  
  this photo from journey from Taiwan,

  these are some "love message" from people

  and not far from there is a bell

  
  

  ring once, wish for a soulmate

  ring twice, with everlasting soulmate

  ring third, for marriage people

  
  

  Be honest to me,

  all you need is love

  whether can break you into pieces

  and built a home in your heart

Singing, the way i live.

It's still silent here.

thank's God it's today, and You are always here.

I'm so alone without you Lord, ...

maybe my family, my friend, people who knew me (but not understand me) why and why
looks like everyday i'm very busy with service in community, in church, do devotion,
busy with tasks, homeworks, works, look so busy... (although it's not too busy like that)

i'm so alone,
so lonely,
so single and fragile without Lord.

So i chase His presence, in everywhere.
in everytime, i just wanna remember that He loves me
more than people who thinks they know me well, although i do know they well.

everyone wearring mask and i am terribly TIRED to tell other to put off their masks,
so i joined them to wear my own mask, and become fake everytime i love.

I'm so tired with this and thank you for His presence
in SACRAMENT.

i know that i belong to Him.
this world is evil. so i could put off all my accessories in this world and become

a daughter of light.

Today, Thursday, middle of night.
my God touch my heart

a heart that miss to cry at His shoulder.

and let's us camuflage again today...

Today lesson, fun finally!

thank's God today is Wednesday it's mean E4Social day!
Today is fully handed with Mr.Hendra and Mrs.xxxx sorry i forgot :(
because Mr.Hendra is speak 3/4 of the lesson.. :D

* The first story that catch my attetion is about a quiz, between mr.A, B, and C that had an interview to apply for salesman position in a company. But they must finish the test.

TO SELL, a COMB to the sifu (Bikhu) on Temple.
Oh what a impossible, because they are bold, no need for you a comb you know. hoho

But the result is,
A : can sell only 1 comb - just sell it like a sales.
B : 10 combs, tell the sifu that people on temple need that comb to make her or his hair not annoy the praying action
C : 1000! How? innovation, and he is using heart to sell, he tell the sifu that the temple (is the most famous-show he is very passionate with this test, choose the CORE target market) is full of people. what if the sifu give gift for them that quoted and signed with the sifu.
WOW. So, innovation is MORE THAN IMPORTANT. it's can make you (B and C) become a marketer. not only a sales. that sell, but think about "TRICK" to sell more than ever. and sustainable. not only for a single time.

* There are 3 steps. to analyze before entrance the BMYou and BMC or Business plan..
1. Identify your vision, mision and partner.
2. Value
3.People who are accept and appreciate your ideas and innovations.

* so many things i got from this week E4social...but the core is the different thing about... how to starts business is, from MY PASSION, not MY CUSTOMER.

I'M AGREEEE MR.HENDRAA...!

XD

back to hectic world!

thank's God it's today and You are here.

: hello i am writing again ( even if it's forced with situation. haha)

today lesson is the mosttttttttt........ late ended class. but today is so interesting
the first feeling that appears when miss ian explained about UTS, is ...

oh, it's easy
but after i recognized that i missed a sentence

Bussiness Plan


Bussiness Plan

Bussiness Plan

Bussiness Plan

. . . . . . . . . . 

PLEASE.. MY HEAD IS TOO FULL WITH ANOTHER UTS  but ...

okay, i know if God let me live today it is mean i can live it , through it all with Him...

and today lesson is about basic of Bussiness Plan that re-tell again and again.

but i know it is very important to make one, 

about HPP, BEP is most, we must know our business is profitable and sustain, although it's in social form. :)

and i wanna tell you about our presentation today, is really ... baby born idea from me :S

my group was silence and tell me, " Let us do latest business." even if our lectures say it's too ordinary?

and we chit chat think together ... and suddenly that idea come to me..

i wish that was God's plan. not ours.

yosh! i gonna finish these UTS today

God bless you and me :)

things to be worried. can i fly ?

thank's God it's a new day every day, to be grateful for. long time no write haha. but thank's to this e4, at least i must write once a week :)

today class is so deep meaning for me. wkwk. deep meaning, what is the explanation yah, it's about make me feel so lucky yet so sad. Today class at E4 is talking about social problems that around us, showed in films.

The first film about TKW ( tenaga kerja wanita) from Indonesia that sent to Hongkong.
btw, my best friend mother's job is as an agen , one of many to send TKW to Hongkong. Haha LOL

* this case, they are still free to fly, but there are choices, there are consequences!

Like the first people must married at "late moment" LOL but i'm so touched by her personality that loves family and very pure and innocent.

second girl (oh sorry, lesbian) is also touch my heart, it's very unfortunately, she already had children but, with pain in her heart, become a lesbian (i think it's just for escaping the hurts, the stripes upon her heart)

* the second film is about SUNAT (what is thattttt in English? circumstance?) for girl

it's really UNFAIR and kinda weird, to blend tradition with religion. HELLOOOOO ?! CAN YOU UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE?

(but TBTG, i'm in Catholic church that have 3 pillars of my Catholic Faith : Bible, Holy Tradition and Magisterium but still need permit from Pope)

* the third is about Woman Sexuality problem, it's kinda weird ya, doctor interfere in patient's private things!
UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR

* the last one is about to break my heart, i feel so UNFAIR MAXIMUM!!! why :( women are used for lust, women are precious! but back to that, she want to do it for family, for love.

--- are you free to fly? ---

only me can answer this, only you can answer your question too. am i free to fly or i live just only by routinity? for other's sake and happiness?

do not be the same as them, because we have given a better form and chance.

BE THE PERSON, YOU WANNA BE.

with Mr.Teppo !

Hai, long time no write, LOL.
I'm so Lazy to write my incredible story about my super February
(my birthday, my journey to Jerusalem, this is the real 20th years old surprise from God)

Last wednesday lesson was guided by Mr.Teppo Turki

He said that: serious problem is about : the old people is more than productive people. so we need more money for their life.
Prediction is : child can live until 100 years old.
Problem is : this earth do not have enough sources to live with us.

we must change our way of thinking. our focus : is human and earth. not money. not industry.
stop to be egoist. AMBITIOUS is okay, but still remember YOU'RE HUMAN that live in THIS PLANET.

Young people way to think is must be change, from want to more more more material. to more qualities.
Change the way to think, not all people have much materials, live happiliy.

our customer is 'friend' to make new innovation that sustainable.
inovasi yang ada di negaranya: menggunakan ICT dengan kesejahteraan seseorang. ngecek beberpa sehat hidup saya. inovasi lebih green dan healthy

yang menarik, adalah strategi di finlandia :

memiliki district heating dan cooling,. jadi cuma dikelola satu tempat. diatur pusat ngga tiap rumah.
menggunakan biomas untuk elektrik dan fuel dan oil
udara dingin diambil dari utara.
asik banget kayanya, kapan Indonesia kaya gitu?

Berusaha ngga bersifat apatis sih, cuma realitas negara kita bebal, pemimpinnya serba korup :(