Let me sing, let me sing

Waste my Friday nite until dawn also Saturday whole day with
sleeping, listen to music, do record, lalala,

Give me comment !

intermezzzoo~

thank's God today is always great as always.!

(my friend, Clarissa. LOL FACES!)

Nah, duh,

the point is ... am i a bipolar?

Haha. sound funny! But i'm so moody, so confused with this..

all is messy.. my mind is too fuulllll fooooll !!

She is my friend too... watch that ! Hahahah

* Yes ter day i was doing my homework, Typography

and remember that was a program

Soundbooth from Adobe that make me possible

 FINALLY.

COVER THINGY. haha. sing a cover song

have any idea?,

wait for my action

LOL

Fave song today!

thank's God ... always thank's God .. :)

i wanna share this song

and this is the translation (English)

The one road we always walked together

Splits in two and we go our separate ways

Clutching at my chest, overwhelmed with loneliness

Looking up at the sky still about to cry

I thought of you...

On these nights when you're not here

So no more cry, I won’t cry anymore

“I'm trying my best”, “I'm getting stronger”

You're looking at it too

The crescent moon that's about to disappear

“We're connected”, “I love you”

These days when I warm my freezing hands alone

I miss, I miss your warmth

No matter how often we said "I love you" on the phone

I can’t lean on you

I wiped away my tears…

On these nights when you're not here

Yeah, no more cry, I won’t cry anymore

“I'm trying my best”, “I'm getting stronger”

When will we meet again? Hanging onto the battery of our time up to now

I said one thing: “I love you”

On these nights when you're not here

So no more cry, I won’t cry anymore

“I'm trying my best”, “I'm getting stronger”

You're looking at it too

The crescent moon that's about to disappear

“We're connected”, “I love you”

I reached out my hands to the crescent moon, let my love reach you

this song is the song that i played more than 10 times

when i was at Emirates when go back to Jakarta or flight to Dubai

haha..

MISS THAT MOMENT!?

Today is a gift.

thank's God today is today and i am alive.
i will write the truth not only summary (like ms.Ianita said today)

*wake up at 9 AM and strongly suggested by my heart to absent in Wednesday class
lazy come lazy go~

but okay, i decide to avoid my laziness in extreme level haha LOL.

TODAY is a gift, so i wont waste my time to sleep (although i need to)

i learn a lot from today class.
after i watch video from Ms. Ianita (thanks to her)
my littly dream punch me again. i wanna go study aboard
i want to ! i want to meet so many personalities, so many people and culture
it will be fun! for share anything and get anything :D

@Ms.Ian please tell me how to become one hahaha.. (seriously not joking)

and about sustainibility . and smart city is so amazing yah! duh, i dreamt a lot about the smart city..

and my smart city model is Taiwan. why? almost everything we've dreamt today TAIWAN HAS IT (INCLUDE the wonderful toilet flush at Tokyo, miss.. i know that feeling when used warm toilet in the winter, last December :D)

in my opinion. smart is not enough to decribe the wonder city that Christ must be the centre of the city (although there are so many beliefs and religions, the kindness is the point)

not giving the best because we want other give us the best too. that is so NOT SOCIAL. but ... sound like "buy a heart" kinda?

-- i hope indonesia can be that city (country) :) someday

thank you people
please make every Wednesday CHEEERFUL. ahahah

goodjob lecturers!

optimism

thank's God it's today and i'm still alive. Thank you for my Jehovah Jireh :)

It's 1.43 AM now and i am so sleepy. not very sleepy but sleepy enough to sleep haha LOL

This week (not this week but, for 5 days...) i feel so empty

yeah. so deeply empty

i lost in my own space

avoid to do praise and worship

i need to go somewhere

i need to rest for a while and stop

my ministries... 

why Lord i feel so empty

although i know Your grace is never stopped.

do you ever feel the same?

do you ever feel not good enough for life

i am so confused and so blind

i need some silent

i need to cry out something from my heart

i know for nothing

wish this condition is about the effect

of my PMS only

hahaha

i know the better thing is gonna happen

and i need to be grateful each day

thank you for my secret motivator

taraaaaaaaaaaa...

my cell group people that support me even they didn't know

that i have planned to resign to be a leader on that cell

because i think my schedule is make me stress

i need to scream

but all of their sharing and their anthusiasm make me

hear my heart say

MORE MORE MORE

SERVE MORE

and i believe i do anything not for nothing

but

Brand oh brand

thank's God today is today, and this homework appears again!
Kapita Selekta - last Wednesday i chose, Branding by mr.Bastedo but he was at other city, so Mr. Michael Nathaniel come to fill that day theme. BRANDING

lil' bit dissapointed yah, because person who was come to kapita, was not the one i wish, Andreas Bastedo is very realistic and smart one

but thank's God again for whatever happened...
We talk about branding. Branding is how the company named the product, more than named but also "draw face" and being humanoid in the world of customers.

so, we talked about starbucks, last wednesday, talk about how that brand become fenomenal and very friendly in the eyes of cafemania and coffeemania.!

beside the trick and tips to grow up the selling using brand name

we also talking about NAME types

: founder name

: deskriptif

: geographic

: funny - witty - jokes

: value

: made up - asal ajahh..

: initial

so much fun in this class, and the message i got, very helpful for my next project

Today, God face appeared ...

thank's God today is Friday, and i'm absent from PDKK (tough the format is First Friday Mass)

i still prefer to St.Aloysius Gonzaga church, 

i miss TANTUM ERGO song so much..

and after the mass, i was chasing the pater.

Hardi (favorite one)

to have a confession...

but he fled. hahahaha.

i wish i can wake up tommorow 5AM.

brevir and confession wait for me :)

Goodnight

what is friend?

(mood :boringly doing tasks, song-ing, reflecting)

what is friend? formal name for people who is always with us?

(i mean, people saw we often together)

or friend is just a status? formaly?

can someone part can be 

replaced with other friend?

it's so -letter f-

decide what? fake.

so, i know i have no friend here.

i'm just pretend i have one, two or 

how many do you like?

just pretend i have one

i know and i understand

there is so impossible to have friend that 24 hours

always by your side.

but where is respect?

i do not write this to show the whole world

that i am lonely or something

i just wanna write, not angry not crying

writing is good for express my mood 

i guess..

all of this dissapointment

i let it go

and remember, my home is not here

but (see above)

Gbu!