what is friend?

(mood :boringly doing tasks, song-ing, reflecting)

what is friend? formal name for people who is always with us?

(i mean, people saw we often together)

or friend is just a status? formaly?

can someone part can be 

replaced with other friend?

it's so -letter f-

decide what? fake.

so, i know i have no friend here.

i'm just pretend i have one, two or 

how many do you like?

just pretend i have one

i know and i understand

there is so impossible to have friend that 24 hours

always by your side.

but where is respect?

i do not write this to show the whole world

that i am lonely or something

i just wanna write, not angry not crying

writing is good for express my mood 

i guess..

all of this dissapointment

i let it go

and remember, my home is not here

but (see above)

Gbu!