Last words !

thank's God pembelajaran E5 ini telah berakhir means, berakhirnya matkul Entrep ini :)
banyak suka duka yang dilalui setelah menyelesaikan pembelajaran ini :)

banyak yang saya dapat dari e1 hingga E-E -E selanjutnya :)
yang paling berkesan dari Esoc adalah belajar peduli dan "nggak mata duitan" mengejar untung
tapi bisa bahkan membuat CSR sendiri melalui event juga bisa peduli dengan masalah sosial yang ada

pembelajaran hidup tidak akan berhenti
justru setelah e-soc selesai dimulailah praktek yang sesungguhnya

trimakasih buat para pengajar dan teman-teman yang menginspirasi.
sampai jumpa di lain kesempatan

Latepost!! Sorry!!

thank's God today is Your day!!
Mengingat betapa padatnya minggu ini saya sharing sedikit tentang Rabu kemarin
Now in Indonesian! Hahaha
Mengingat ini post terakhir yang di turn in !

Rabu lalu cukup salut dengan dosen yang datang memberikan sharing
Dan sangat mengapresiasi mereka yang menghargai ide kami dan mensupport

Dan hal yang mau saya sharingkan sebenarnya tentang acara kami.
cek blogspot kami ya ayosekolahrm.blogspot.con
Akan segera kami upload videonya

Forgotten lesson..

thank's God for today and everyday...
and this is the part of forgotten lesson.

the only thing that i remembered about the 12th meeting on this class is
when Mr.Dewa watch and give ur critiques about our progress and for me it's quite fair
although Mr.Dewa don't say anything about our progress...
the score is .... (blank)
but thank you for the support :)
GBU

Social Analytics, yay or nay?

thank's God for everything and busy life, before i write this,
the twelve reflection of this class is dissapear or there was not ?
- refleksi minggu ke 12 untuk mapel e sosial ini?

I try to remember what i get from last Wednesday,
last wednesday we talk about social analytics that is very important before we make program to society
after hear the news about big company program like lifebuoy or whatever that had program for
"washing hand" in small village to be a more healtier life is fail.

i don't know but the basic thing in that region - is like tradition is more than a year or years, we can't change people for our program, we must UNDERSTAND what they need not make them like robot, make our program success!

two thumbs up for all vast !! your sharing was amazing!

Getting serious , the power of deadline.

thank's God today is Wednesday and everything is gonna be more serious for iPositive !
( haha although only 2 persons HAVE BRAINS to THINK  in our group. my pardon. others have no contribution at all - I am mad now !! )

We were preparing events for Ayo Sekolah. the first event is : outdoor activity and the other is placed the next week is like gathering and appreciation for the students.

Wish we luck!

Programe

thank's God for today and wednesday. Absolutely i was a little bit confused about the reaction of mr.Dewa, hahaha. Is him agree with our program or?

But i'm very appreciate other groups effort! Like fish company or what and about teathrical - reading campaign - their love their program. so i was motivated to do more.

that's all because i'm so confused about another task, remember me and shelvy are VCD so we need to not sleep and finish our task. GBU

to love is to take a risk. bigger risk than what you imagine.

thank's God for today

i just wanna saying what is in my mind.

based on a quotes, that ...

so let me see, do i in love with you

that kind of you?

i know it's kinda funny

but i just wanna sing this song

you are too kind for everyone

loving and caring

so i confused

i dont't know you intention..

why you are so close yet so far?

i miss you

Creating the winning team !

thank's God today capita selecta is kinda fun ! I choose Mrs.Jenny's!
The title is about how to create your winning team, use interview method.

We have fun with a role play, being an interviewer (feel like a boss hahaha) and being an interviewee
so we learn so much thing, basicly this capita selecta is compatible with psy students but we ( 12 people ) enjoyed it!

We learn how to decide person that suits a job

1. KNOW WELL about job requirements first,
2. KNOW WELL about criteria that suits that job
3. Do interview ( or maybe another method )

so i know how to decide and understand people through this capita selecta
thank you !

Everlasting chains

thank's God it's Wednesday and to day is the third day i can wake up early and go to daily mass. so grateful.

Today class 'force' me to write again in this blog haha LOL. this is the first blog today,
and will write again in the midnight after visiting and teaching in extra studies at Redemptor Mundi

today mr.Nur and mr.Dewa share about networking.
For me networking thingy is just like an everlasting chain that's have no end.
i love what mr.Dewa said is that is no coicidental in this life.
so OPPORTUNITY IS ENDLESS. you can make it, not wait for it.

So, why people feel ' i do not need to overacting to share kindness and say hello. im exclusive' ??
because they are in their comfort zone, so that is true they dont need other things.
But there are always people with open hearted and 'a lil bit talkative' love to share and ask ( sometimes, unimportant question ) to know and understand the others and

NOTHING IS HAVE NO USELESS THING . i believe that
maybe she/he can be your partner someday or something else that must be SERENDIPITY haha

about me?
i love to "SKSD" because i lose nothing when i can share something or understand people
i love that. i love to make friends.

usually same gender with me if boy, sometimes i was too shy.

Gbus
keep on spiiritttt

Understanding others...

thank's God i am here now. always.
My visitation is not at Jogya but to visit gaya nusantara like mr.Nur said
so we went there last Friday :)

so the first thinking, the first heartbump was AFRAID. haha
WHY? because we are not live in the situation that we accept LGBTIQ easily

in my own mind, i never agree to LGBTIQ
because CATHOLIC never accepted and legalize LGBTIQ but still care and hope for the cure
Catholic never hate people. but hate sins.

andddd... after arrived there with shelvy
we think we gonna meet so many LGBTIQ but only a man that very friendly and say so much thing about Gaya Nusantara.

We enjoy the conversation, we were so satistified and now understand that every individual have their own personal place that only him or her can understand :)

understand others is hard but we can do it by love them. not judge them.

take a day off!

thank's God for today and for what happened !
too much offical work , homework and unofficial work
today i decide to skip ESocial class, but for this asgmnt i write this 'maybe' useless journey in a very desperate situation!

in the morning i must take my car to service centre and i think i want to prepare my homework
this homework actually make me freaking out sad.
i must search for real client, and the client must have gsm ( graphic standard manual )
and i called more than 15 brands and they do not have
i realize, "sadar brand" in Indonesia is so poor :S

and thank's to God, i found one from my senior in VCD
but i feel dissapoint about UTS of Esocial, it' so suddenly
please think about other faculty like VCD that have so MUCH homework
but lecturer tell us so sudden, so i cant go because i already plan that day to do homework FOR UTS Too

Gbus
please think about it TWICE
dear lecturers.

Effectuation of Ciputra Ways!

thank's God for today. So excited and blessed from sharing at
Kapita Selecta by mr.Denny Bernardus , Effectuation of Ciputra Ways!

learn so much things because the lecture did storytelling (haha) at the first about his business
about unkind partner that have no responsibilities, know your partner!

and about the intro of this capita selecta, we saw Lion King movie and learn from that, about know yourself well, so you can do great things!
we can't do something WOW and loved it if we don't know about our passion of course! don't think about money, if money can't bring you hapiness, but only gladness!

Gbus!

it's not about famous

thank's God i'm writing again . Hahaha.
So glad for latest Wednesday, truly i wanna skip that class because my homework Video Editing isn't finished yet and thank's God the work can be finished although i don't skip this class but skip my sleeping time @_@

It's very fun yet not very easy. Writing a article or book. But all lecturers taught me about passion. they writing what they love so much and it's very comfort for them. Smart writer is my old dream and this lesson make me want to write again ( although my genre is different from them, fiction of course )

and i saw the movie. Perahu Kertas about a girl name Kugy that wanna be a fairytale writer throw up her passion :( from this lesson and that film i remember my passion
do everything that i want but don't sin. Like St.Vincent de Paul said :)

GBus

Logframous!

thank's God for yesterday and tommorow
thank you for Wednesday that we can understand what is logframe
Thank's for Mr.Eko let me remain that everything must be professional
(although we can't be a perfect one, we can be pro!)

i shock about DREAM BIG, do and you must have a big goal in your life
and i still ask myself. whatcha gonna do? what?

my dream is to design my own resto ( i love to see urban or maybe retro resto )
inspired by ORE : just search it other rag enterprise or sumthing that have their own business with passion live within.

i will design all things on my resto, not only one, not only at Indonesia
but will be worldwide.AMEN

but remember to back to logframe. to do serious, to do exactly passionate.
Gbus.

Social oh social !

thank's God, i love this homework. This is a perferct homework for me!

HOLIDAY + BOOK = WOW !

I wanna share a story about short story that i read ( cerpen ) from PRAJURIT YANG BODOH by Sobron Aidit that i have borrowed from Mr.Nur Agustinus.

The first and the story that i love so much titled Kawan yang sudah Jauh
The story is about Albar, superrich people and Albar forget about his old friends on village.
and another story i read is titled tertangkap basah and berburu i love the read and the taste same with Marga T's novels. Most of the story tells about how to be a smart and consistent person and Indonesia's matters like KKN and untrusted justice !

Oh let me share about my holiday !
5-10 August i went to Singapore with cousins, aunt and uncle. I wont go if they didnt ask me to help them for being a translator because they cant speak English ( even me didnt speak well like what that expected! )

there are so many questions spark in my head :

why the oldest ( grandma grandpa i think more than 50 y'o ) still working?  as waiters and others :( made me sad and cry a lil' bit.

why the people is so workaholic and even for walk they don't care about everybody step ? So individualist.

so i think better live in Taiwan because Taiwan is also modern ( has MRT or other facilities ) but people at Taiwan so warm like Indonesia (ha?)

That's all. i'm so tired and wanna do all my assignments..... hoaammm
GBus

The power of giving

thank's God for the past, present and future. Thank you for let us recognize a new thing day by day.
Let's talk (again) about Wednesday lessons,
What is the difference about a smart giver and only a giver.. Wise way to be a social person...
Like Mr.Nur said from the examples from newspaper pieces.

*For the first example that make my mind wanna ask question. Woman that sell her painting and give the money to help others to go to Umroh or something. What is her motivation to do that? Is that more useful to give that money to poor people?

*For another example that catch my attention is the case of Manic grup that prefer walk by foot ( thank's God it's now barefoot ahahahaa ) What are they doing? Be a sister or brother for pollutan and Carbon monocide?

*The one thing or case that i love so much is about people that wanna build school because at there environment free sex ( selling sex or prostitution  is very legal and few parents support their child to to that. WOW YUCKS ) NAH, THIS IS SOCIAL ENTREPRENEUR!

that one thing that i know sure from 3 people is
PASSION make everything worthy to do..

Thank you
GBus

Hello, it's Wednesday!

thank's God i can write in this blog again ( although with a little forced feeling )

* it's very challeging ! when i enter the class of social entrepreneur that day. Hahaha. and ... what's happened make me say that again with a louder voice. Before we know and understand...

what i've learn from that Wednesday class is about MEDIA and WORLD

- media can change the world, that what i get from the Malala video. And i remember about what Mr.Nur Agustinus said about STAND SPEAK ACT. and that children ( who is singing song about Malala ) already do that for the world. Yes, we are Malala. because we act.

- about the world, after know about MDG's and the problem that should be handled i choose education because education is very important for life. Can you live without know how to earn money? Can you earn money without know how to work? Can you work without know how to learn? argh that so annoy me world is so unfair , so i choose to more care about the education. I hope our group can work together.

that's all.
in the middle of Friday class.
GBUs

Let's see...

Cloudy day. Oh my!

see what i've found today

cloudy day!

if murder people is not a sin . . .

thank's God it today and everyday that YOU HAVE MADE IS GOOD

i know i'm wrong and always unperfect

but thank you for sending me someone today

to say, " go to confession "

it make me remember that i m not perfect

no even a little and need to humble myself

to say to You, MEA CULPA.

MAXIMA CULPA.

-also thank You Lord ! -

for the shocking news for my whole family

thank you, You can open my mind to think clearly.

not to kill my brother at the sec. hhaaahahaa

this is my think-thinky

if there is nothing happen or revealed, there is no progress

when something wrong go up in the surface

God wants to heal and clean my family

thank you Jesus

i believe in You

i'm ready to accept YOUR CROSS.

thank's God from Saturday until this Sunday i was able to attent at
the First Convention of PUKAT Indonesia at Meritus Hotel Surabaya

i must pay 500,000 IDR but i got that free because i was in charge to do ministry as a singer.
Thank's God! hahaha LOL

Father Bing said that : key to live - be the businessman of God is -

CARE :
Confession - Pengakuan dosa rutin
Adoration - Adorasi Sakramen Mahakudus
Rosary - Berdoa rosario
Eucharist - Ekaristi

that was right then i ask : about praise and worship? - hahaha. this is make me confused and i do my discerment now , what i'm going to do. i feel so in wrong way? maybe it's not wrong but not the best for me.

and mr. Edwin Lopez : said that WE SHOULD CARRY OUR CROSS in life
No Cross : no Christ : No joy!!

cross is our self. our negative thingy, our unpatient, our laziness

so much that i can't tell here. but i'm so blessed with this seminar
God bless you all!

hello, goodbye and hello

thank's God today is today.
I have so many time but very limited time to write on this blogga' haha. rotten!

so much life event i got in this 'maybe 2 latest months' that i'm too lazy to write. i prefer a story.
but i just wanna tell you (you?) about this latest update

i guess i'm falling in mini-love means mini heart attact by someone
that younger than me =,=
but why?
i guess it's just a remanent feeling

i can't doubt i like the moment when our eyes met
just that.

and also, i love the DVD series, korean one
That winter, when the winter blows.
the actor and actress is so AMAZING both in acting and voice

okay, i want to sleep and forget about this mini heart attack.

Anri Kumaki - Hello Goodbye & Hello

thank's God. I love this song so much. 

My learning process is have no limit.

thank's God today is today and always a new day to begin.
today is the end of my sociopreneur journey in 4th semester

unbelieable this semester ended in very fine way.
no bored ( like regular entrepreneur i got )
no angry ( although i know i did not work well with THIS - my friend- person in my group )

my reflection is actually very grateful to be this class, very fun friends and very inspirating facilitators :)
love them so much

the point that i do not understand from the 1st semester is, i LOVE entrepreneur and i actually AGREE for reboan but WHYY.. .. ..

why the assignment of Entrepreneur always ALWAYS against other assignment from my faculty?

Only that. for the person, please rearrage and be friendly with student's schedule.

for honest! i love business, and i think the sharing is important for me, but remember we are all still student that is very HARD to do a business and work together. we just have 24hrs.

each day. :D

Nah, today also i'm very very very curious and challenged with Ms. Ianita way of life, wondering and searching for a meaning of life. I'm inspired by you miss ! never feel enough for learning everything!

thank you for today because i have to go now haha.
GBuall!

sick of sickness.

thank's God once again, write on this blog after so many time i skipped
okay, last Wednesday i used my 'absent ticket' the last one.
have no option @_@

the story of the WEDNESDAY

________________________<3____________________________

wednesday, 6.00 AM. My friends shout so noisy in the front of my home.
06.30 AM they were still shout, and thank's God i can wake up and
open my door. after waiting so long, we can go to the printing place
at walikota mustajab to print my final test paper (we prefer go to there
because the price was cheap and my kind of paper only available at there
after to superstar, we go to a mall ( i forgot the name ) near THR and
we go to the printing at Dharmahusada.

and after we circling (haha) we go to my home and separated there
i choose to sleep because i realize i have a fever =.=
remember the day before thay i did not sleep for enough time
and i must take half day to drove my car everywhere.
only for 4 hours so that's why i absent.

People can say i am a liar but see again the tagline after my
blog name. :)

so, the journey to final test is begin. let's do the best!

marketing on emotion. marketing on heart or marketing on trick?

thank's God today is today. and it's really a superb day, to be writing this again in the silent night, 9.30 PM here. not at 01.00 AM anymore. LOL

Talk about last Wednesday lesson ( i think, how amazing our lecturers are not bored to read all of our assignments like this, like story telling huh? - especially mine. with quiet bad english and cruel story)

i love that video. yes that about DOVE's campaign about see the other side of beauty. i'm as woman is very touched and the most important thing is RESPECT - such as, MY EYES WAS OPENED,- by that video. so that product can be remembered as product which is very "care" to woman. --- (the target market is woman right)

i think that's why, woman shop more than men, because woman is easy tricked (ah?) by marketing on emotion. very sensitive.

and the another inspirative things are piano stairs and fun garbage. OHH I WISH I CAN DO THAT AT INDONESIA. sombody!??!?! can i ? :(

and thank's God for the DOMPET DHUAFA for my people ! Hahha. God seems know and really understand my schedule and did not lead me in to Madiun

but a very long road to go.....~ VCD Typography Computer Graphic.bleh bleh bleh.. argh?!


thank's
GBU

His Glory appears!

thank's God for today and let me sing just for You :)







You gave me hopeYou made me wholeAt the crossYou took my placeYou showed me graceAt the cross where You died for me
Chorus:And His glory appearsLike the light from the sunAge to age He shinesLook to the skiesHear the angels crySinging Holy is the Lord

i'm not swearing but this is the fact

dealing with your biggest fear is dangerous but fun. specially deal with your own feeling.

can you feel the pain, can you feel it partialy?

can you say, in the morning i become X

and the night i become Y

you can't separate your personality right?

and talk about heart

can you separate and setting your heart?

i will not falling in love again

yes i said that

but who knows, 

where God brings you, let us say

maybe tommorow i meet someone

that can touch (or maybe broken) my heart

life is very certainly but i believe

i am THE ONE AND THE ONLY

choose for me

(with FIRST, discernment with God)

i'm not swearing but this is the fact

i avoid to falling in love

maybe 2-3 years again

i still focusing on my dream

BIG DREAM that

you can see it soon..

lupa caranya

thank's God it's today, although i really really feel empty and boredd!

this is the poem i make, also my diary :P

Lupa Caranya - forget how to .....

everybody falling in love, feel so sad also envy.

can love someone.

can trust HUMAN.

it's a hard thing for me after so many times fall in the same hole

dissapointment

i wish i can't forget the way i love, truly, someday

i wish i can't forget anything that always be the way i live happily

GBU

goodnight

Let me sing, let me sing

Waste my Friday nite until dawn also Saturday whole day with
sleeping, listen to music, do record, lalala,

Give me comment !

intermezzzoo~

thank's God today is always great as always.!

(my friend, Clarissa. LOL FACES!)

Nah, duh,

the point is ... am i a bipolar?

Haha. sound funny! But i'm so moody, so confused with this..

all is messy.. my mind is too fuulllll fooooll !!

She is my friend too... watch that ! Hahahah

* Yes ter day i was doing my homework, Typography

and remember that was a program

Soundbooth from Adobe that make me possible

 FINALLY.

COVER THINGY. haha. sing a cover song

have any idea?,

wait for my action

LOL

Fave song today!

thank's God ... always thank's God .. :)

i wanna share this song

and this is the translation (English)

The one road we always walked together

Splits in two and we go our separate ways

Clutching at my chest, overwhelmed with loneliness

Looking up at the sky still about to cry

I thought of you...

On these nights when you're not here

So no more cry, I won’t cry anymore

“I'm trying my best”, “I'm getting stronger”

You're looking at it too

The crescent moon that's about to disappear

“We're connected”, “I love you”

These days when I warm my freezing hands alone

I miss, I miss your warmth

No matter how often we said "I love you" on the phone

I can’t lean on you

I wiped away my tears…

On these nights when you're not here

Yeah, no more cry, I won’t cry anymore

“I'm trying my best”, “I'm getting stronger”

When will we meet again? Hanging onto the battery of our time up to now

I said one thing: “I love you”

On these nights when you're not here

So no more cry, I won’t cry anymore

“I'm trying my best”, “I'm getting stronger”

You're looking at it too

The crescent moon that's about to disappear

“We're connected”, “I love you”

I reached out my hands to the crescent moon, let my love reach you

this song is the song that i played more than 10 times

when i was at Emirates when go back to Jakarta or flight to Dubai

haha..

MISS THAT MOMENT!?

Today is a gift.

thank's God today is today and i am alive.
i will write the truth not only summary (like ms.Ianita said today)

*wake up at 9 AM and strongly suggested by my heart to absent in Wednesday class
lazy come lazy go~

but okay, i decide to avoid my laziness in extreme level haha LOL.

TODAY is a gift, so i wont waste my time to sleep (although i need to)

i learn a lot from today class.
after i watch video from Ms. Ianita (thanks to her)
my littly dream punch me again. i wanna go study aboard
i want to ! i want to meet so many personalities, so many people and culture
it will be fun! for share anything and get anything :D

@Ms.Ian please tell me how to become one hahaha.. (seriously not joking)

and about sustainibility . and smart city is so amazing yah! duh, i dreamt a lot about the smart city..

and my smart city model is Taiwan. why? almost everything we've dreamt today TAIWAN HAS IT (INCLUDE the wonderful toilet flush at Tokyo, miss.. i know that feeling when used warm toilet in the winter, last December :D)

in my opinion. smart is not enough to decribe the wonder city that Christ must be the centre of the city (although there are so many beliefs and religions, the kindness is the point)

not giving the best because we want other give us the best too. that is so NOT SOCIAL. but ... sound like "buy a heart" kinda?

-- i hope indonesia can be that city (country) :) someday

thank you people
please make every Wednesday CHEEERFUL. ahahah

goodjob lecturers!

optimism

thank's God it's today and i'm still alive. Thank you for my Jehovah Jireh :)

It's 1.43 AM now and i am so sleepy. not very sleepy but sleepy enough to sleep haha LOL

This week (not this week but, for 5 days...) i feel so empty

yeah. so deeply empty

i lost in my own space

avoid to do praise and worship

i need to go somewhere

i need to rest for a while and stop

my ministries... 

why Lord i feel so empty

although i know Your grace is never stopped.

do you ever feel the same?

do you ever feel not good enough for life

i am so confused and so blind

i need some silent

i need to cry out something from my heart

i know for nothing

wish this condition is about the effect

of my PMS only

hahaha

i know the better thing is gonna happen

and i need to be grateful each day

thank you for my secret motivator

taraaaaaaaaaaa...

my cell group people that support me even they didn't know

that i have planned to resign to be a leader on that cell

because i think my schedule is make me stress

i need to scream

but all of their sharing and their anthusiasm make me

hear my heart say

MORE MORE MORE

SERVE MORE

and i believe i do anything not for nothing

but

Brand oh brand

thank's God today is today, and this homework appears again!
Kapita Selekta - last Wednesday i chose, Branding by mr.Bastedo but he was at other city, so Mr. Michael Nathaniel come to fill that day theme. BRANDING

lil' bit dissapointed yah, because person who was come to kapita, was not the one i wish, Andreas Bastedo is very realistic and smart one

but thank's God again for whatever happened...
We talk about branding. Branding is how the company named the product, more than named but also "draw face" and being humanoid in the world of customers.

so, we talked about starbucks, last wednesday, talk about how that brand become fenomenal and very friendly in the eyes of cafemania and coffeemania.!

beside the trick and tips to grow up the selling using brand name

we also talking about NAME types

: founder name

: deskriptif

: geographic

: funny - witty - jokes

: value

: made up - asal ajahh..

: initial

so much fun in this class, and the message i got, very helpful for my next project

Today, God face appeared ...

thank's God today is Friday, and i'm absent from PDKK (tough the format is First Friday Mass)

i still prefer to St.Aloysius Gonzaga church, 

i miss TANTUM ERGO song so much..

and after the mass, i was chasing the pater.

Hardi (favorite one)

to have a confession...

but he fled. hahahaha.

i wish i can wake up tommorow 5AM.

brevir and confession wait for me :)

Goodnight

what is friend?

(mood :boringly doing tasks, song-ing, reflecting)

what is friend? formal name for people who is always with us?

(i mean, people saw we often together)

or friend is just a status? formaly?

can someone part can be 

replaced with other friend?

it's so -letter f-

decide what? fake.

so, i know i have no friend here.

i'm just pretend i have one, two or 

how many do you like?

just pretend i have one

i know and i understand

there is so impossible to have friend that 24 hours

always by your side.

but where is respect?

i do not write this to show the whole world

that i am lonely or something

i just wanna write, not angry not crying

writing is good for express my mood 

i guess..

all of this dissapointment

i let it go

and remember, my home is not here

but (see above)

Gbu!

We Are The Reason & Via Dolorosa Live 2013 by HSM

The first song is we are the reason, sang together

the second, is via dolorosa, by me, Debie and Enrico

amazingly, we are not cried (almost)

because the visualization is so amazing

just saying

• Adakah melodi yang lebih indah dari percintaan?

  dan lebih munafik dari jatuh cinta

  kala tatapan mata bertemu?

  malu senyum beradu?

  adakah yang lebih palsu?

  
  
  

  dua tawa berbeda menjadi satu

  dalam ke getaran frekuensi

  yang berujung pada frustasi

  Karena menanti juru kunci

  adakah yang lebih letih?

  
  
  

  Menyusuri jalan api

  dengan lentera sunyi,

  seperti terpendam

  amarah dendam mengumpul

  Bukan patah hati

  Tapi mencoret hati

  
  
  

  Jangan lagi aku mencintai

  Jika tahu akhir adalah pedih

  Biar halang semua

  
  

  Brentikan waktu sebelum kubertemu

  bungkam asmara sebelum waktu

  Sampai aku menjadi wanita

  Yang tak terkalahkan nafsu
  
  
  

  

  
  this photo from journey from Taiwan,

  these are some "love message" from people

  and not far from there is a bell

  
  

  ring once, wish for a soulmate

  ring twice, with everlasting soulmate

  ring third, for marriage people

  
  

  Be honest to me,

  all you need is love

  whether can break you into pieces

  and built a home in your heart

Singing, the way i live.

It's still silent here.

thank's God it's today, and You are always here.

I'm so alone without you Lord, ...

maybe my family, my friend, people who knew me (but not understand me) why and why
looks like everyday i'm very busy with service in community, in church, do devotion,
busy with tasks, homeworks, works, look so busy... (although it's not too busy like that)

i'm so alone,
so lonely,
so single and fragile without Lord.

So i chase His presence, in everywhere.
in everytime, i just wanna remember that He loves me
more than people who thinks they know me well, although i do know they well.

everyone wearring mask and i am terribly TIRED to tell other to put off their masks,
so i joined them to wear my own mask, and become fake everytime i love.

I'm so tired with this and thank you for His presence
in SACRAMENT.

i know that i belong to Him.
this world is evil. so i could put off all my accessories in this world and become

a daughter of light.

Today, Thursday, middle of night.
my God touch my heart

a heart that miss to cry at His shoulder.

and let's us camuflage again today...

Today lesson, fun finally!

thank's God today is Wednesday it's mean E4Social day!
Today is fully handed with Mr.Hendra and Mrs.xxxx sorry i forgot :(
because Mr.Hendra is speak 3/4 of the lesson.. :D

* The first story that catch my attetion is about a quiz, between mr.A, B, and C that had an interview to apply for salesman position in a company. But they must finish the test.

TO SELL, a COMB to the sifu (Bikhu) on Temple.
Oh what a impossible, because they are bold, no need for you a comb you know. hoho

But the result is,
A : can sell only 1 comb - just sell it like a sales.
B : 10 combs, tell the sifu that people on temple need that comb to make her or his hair not annoy the praying action
C : 1000! How? innovation, and he is using heart to sell, he tell the sifu that the temple (is the most famous-show he is very passionate with this test, choose the CORE target market) is full of people. what if the sifu give gift for them that quoted and signed with the sifu.
WOW. So, innovation is MORE THAN IMPORTANT. it's can make you (B and C) become a marketer. not only a sales. that sell, but think about "TRICK" to sell more than ever. and sustainable. not only for a single time.

* There are 3 steps. to analyze before entrance the BMYou and BMC or Business plan..
1. Identify your vision, mision and partner.
2. Value
3.People who are accept and appreciate your ideas and innovations.

* so many things i got from this week E4social...but the core is the different thing about... how to starts business is, from MY PASSION, not MY CUSTOMER.

I'M AGREEEE MR.HENDRAA...!

XD

back to hectic world!

thank's God it's today and You are here.

: hello i am writing again ( even if it's forced with situation. haha)

today lesson is the mosttttttttt........ late ended class. but today is so interesting
the first feeling that appears when miss ian explained about UTS, is ...

oh, it's easy
but after i recognized that i missed a sentence

Bussiness Plan


Bussiness Plan

Bussiness Plan

Bussiness Plan

. . . . . . . . . . 

PLEASE.. MY HEAD IS TOO FULL WITH ANOTHER UTS  but ...

okay, i know if God let me live today it is mean i can live it , through it all with Him...

and today lesson is about basic of Bussiness Plan that re-tell again and again.

but i know it is very important to make one, 

about HPP, BEP is most, we must know our business is profitable and sustain, although it's in social form. :)

and i wanna tell you about our presentation today, is really ... baby born idea from me :S

my group was silence and tell me, " Let us do latest business." even if our lectures say it's too ordinary?

and we chit chat think together ... and suddenly that idea come to me..

i wish that was God's plan. not ours.

yosh! i gonna finish these UTS today

God bless you and me :)

things to be worried. can i fly ?

thank's God it's a new day every day, to be grateful for. long time no write haha. but thank's to this e4, at least i must write once a week :)

today class is so deep meaning for me. wkwk. deep meaning, what is the explanation yah, it's about make me feel so lucky yet so sad. Today class at E4 is talking about social problems that around us, showed in films.

The first film about TKW ( tenaga kerja wanita) from Indonesia that sent to Hongkong.
btw, my best friend mother's job is as an agen , one of many to send TKW to Hongkong. Haha LOL

* this case, they are still free to fly, but there are choices, there are consequences!

Like the first people must married at "late moment" LOL but i'm so touched by her personality that loves family and very pure and innocent.

second girl (oh sorry, lesbian) is also touch my heart, it's very unfortunately, she already had children but, with pain in her heart, become a lesbian (i think it's just for escaping the hurts, the stripes upon her heart)

* the second film is about SUNAT (what is thattttt in English? circumstance?) for girl

it's really UNFAIR and kinda weird, to blend tradition with religion. HELLOOOOO ?! CAN YOU UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE?

(but TBTG, i'm in Catholic church that have 3 pillars of my Catholic Faith : Bible, Holy Tradition and Magisterium but still need permit from Pope)

* the third is about Woman Sexuality problem, it's kinda weird ya, doctor interfere in patient's private things!
UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR

* the last one is about to break my heart, i feel so UNFAIR MAXIMUM!!! why :( women are used for lust, women are precious! but back to that, she want to do it for family, for love.

--- are you free to fly? ---

only me can answer this, only you can answer your question too. am i free to fly or i live just only by routinity? for other's sake and happiness?

do not be the same as them, because we have given a better form and chance.

BE THE PERSON, YOU WANNA BE.

with Mr.Teppo !

Hai, long time no write, LOL.
I'm so Lazy to write my incredible story about my super February
(my birthday, my journey to Jerusalem, this is the real 20th years old surprise from God)

Last wednesday lesson was guided by Mr.Teppo Turki

He said that: serious problem is about : the old people is more than productive people. so we need more money for their life.
Prediction is : child can live until 100 years old.
Problem is : this earth do not have enough sources to live with us.

we must change our way of thinking. our focus : is human and earth. not money. not industry.
stop to be egoist. AMBITIOUS is okay, but still remember YOU'RE HUMAN that live in THIS PLANET.

Young people way to think is must be change, from want to more more more material. to more qualities.
Change the way to think, not all people have much materials, live happiliy.

our customer is 'friend' to make new innovation that sustainable.
inovasi yang ada di negaranya: menggunakan ICT dengan kesejahteraan seseorang. ngecek beberpa sehat hidup saya. inovasi lebih green dan healthy

yang menarik, adalah strategi di finlandia :

memiliki district heating dan cooling,. jadi cuma dikelola satu tempat. diatur pusat ngga tiap rumah.
menggunakan biomas untuk elektrik dan fuel dan oil
udara dingin diambil dari utara.
asik banget kayanya, kapan Indonesia kaya gitu?

Berusaha ngga bersifat apatis sih, cuma realitas negara kita bebal, pemimpinnya serba korup :(

This assignment again, Holla!

thank's God for today,
Very long day, after back from long pilgrim, Cairo-St.Cathrine-Jerusalem-Dubai,
(okay i tell you about my journey later lah)

Today in Sociopreneur class, is very fun and i like it,
like Ms and Mr said, who is the person that never excited and happy if somebody ask and wanna know about his/herself/personality?

today i learn about CUSTOMER FIRST. Yeah, this fact, we already have customer, our potential person, and start from there, we can see and learn, what did they need, and than, the business model you begin...

and i learn to not to fall in love in the first idea easily, it's make my mind closed and hard to create another one, that can be more brilliant!

also i learn, and understand, my dream job, your dream job, is not real if we don't CREATE IT. so, entrepreneur job is creating. when? NOW.

Love today class so much,
Gbless.

Happy Valentine day all :)

never giving in loving someone you have now, they may be here now, but who knows about fate?
God tells us to love NOW, start now :)

Prepare for tommorow, go to Jakarta- Cairo - Jerusalem - Dubai for 12 days, please pray for me guys :)
see you next time. LOL

can i start now? yes i can.

Another task. LOL. but thank's again for this Socioentrepreneur task, i try to writing again, constantly. i wish. Feel so sad, i must let go next week opportunity to choose one of these capita selecta :(
but no pain no gain. haha LOL. Jerusalem is waiting for me.

Today class is so amazing and open up my mind, make me think again and make my dream (that slept many months ago, wakeup again) i love the theme btw, do something with what we have now. It's minimum risk and can be a maximum profit. LALALALA. ><

1. the world is too unpredictable

• Yes, i agree with mam and mr :) nothing certain in this cruel world, but at least, we doing something good for someone. And somehow (although it's far from the matery) this point make me remembered that we must ASK GOD FIRST for our career.

2. focus on strength

• THANK YOU! for sharing this, i recognize that something that make me can't go higher to reach my goal is afraid of doing something that can't make me strong. I'm too perfectionist, now i know, i must concentrate in my talent. (so shy to say my talent is "only" in singing and music)

3. be useful for others

• this point is a must, that's why we join socioentrepeneur yeah?!

4. Persistence

• THIS IS IMPORTANT for me : > my bad habit is, when i lose my interest in something i want to do, i leave it and make a new, so my life is full of "HALF TALENT" huawhahhaha.. :(

5. Jangan menghindari kesalahan. Don't push yourself too hard

• It's rare for me. lol

6. Tinggalkan jejak.

• Yes, this is what i'm starting to do, i tell you, after i go back from taiwan, i take a commitment to write a letter for my 36 friends everyday (with fasting and pray) when they say thank you and hug me, i feel so blessed. so i keep going with this!

7. Stay Hungry

• Yeah! Keep do the best, human only live once. ONCE. O N C E. so let's do crazy (positive) things!

thank you for reading this. :)

Gbless~